Friendship

Friendship has always been a hardship for me. I've never had a "bff" bond until Cait came along. I never have really been able to male the connection with other people and allowed them to really get into my life. In my 22 years I've learned that people are greedy and will turn their back on you any chance they can. I don't talk to ANYONE I was friends with in highschool, cosmetology school, or my "club phase" (thanks a lot for that). I understand that its quality over quantity but its depressing going weeks without any kind of human interaction, other than a 6 month old. Maybe I'm just awkward (I don't do well in public situations), maybe I'm cold(I don't like really talking to people on a regular basis), or maybe its not me at all, maybe everyone I've ever tried to fit in with was never worth my time. Either way, I want to feel connected to people again :/